Where you are

Would it be easier if I were dead too? 

Comes this voice in my darkest of blues. 

It'd be the easiest way

and maybe that's why its harder to take, 

'cause your God never let us off that easily. 

Everything you earned, 

how hard you had worked, 

the whole world mourned so that night

yet nobody seems to remember you now. 

So insignificant are us, you and I. 

So,what if I really leave? Life will still go on. 

I hate myself;

and they say you can't love others if you don't love yourself. 

I'm devoid of emotions, 

in a void of death and demons. 

There's no reason for me to live, 

I'm nothing but a burden. 

Oh many would say no

but cruel truth-

Its too easy for people to let go of another. 

I have seen it happen to you

It'll happen to me too and that's fine,

after all I'm more dead than alive. 

So why don't you make your call? 

Invite me and I'll be there beside you right now. 

In hell, heaven or a new world

as a ghost or a God or whatever, 

I just need you. 

And heartlessly so , 

I don't care about anything else anymore. 

So please hold me once again, 

your embrace that I miss. 

Forever is too long darling, 

just let me meet you this second. 

There are no second doubts, 

I'd really jump off to find you in the clouds. 

I miss you so much. 

They say you're here with me, always. 

But you're clearly so far away, without your voice ringing in my ears, 

my head no more on your chest, 

none of your pats on my back, 

what do I do with a company i no longer felt? 

I have lost my home so let me wander. 

I said I'd protect you but couldn't, 

why don't you give me a chance to beg for forgiveness? 

Love, my heart's filled with shards of glass, 

a broken reflection of me full of scars. 

You were my balm, 

why not give me relief now? 

Just let me come where you are. 

And then,perhaps, we could live a happily ever after.