I no longer feel
Times when I had it easy, I used to smile genuinely. My heart that throbbed cheerfully, Oh! Those beautiful days gone by, now is a new life. I'm not sad, look,it's been months, I haven't even cried. But where did it go? Happiness that felt natural, Happiness that felt mine. I have to strive just for that single smile. In my life's circle, how did I end up on a tangent? Oh I really really wanna run away, to a place so far from here. The past or future, whatever becomes my destination. I t doesn't matter anyway. This present is too harsh on me. I wonder if the Gods know? They've pushed me to my limits. The heart that throbbed once, now it just bleeds. And so, drop by drop,it dries up; slow crushing pain building inside of me. Cursed as i am, I still heave a breathe. With every scar that I bled, is a new monster I bred. Oh this heart no longer belongs to me, Somebody take it away. I no longer have a soul, I just want to wish myself p...