Our Voice

What do I do now?  I crave for you,  oh this yearning stretching to my blood and bones,  my very being screaming,  calling out your name,  an infinite loop.  And you say love me and you say I can't love you still,  then what do I do with this heart of mine already adoring yours?  You're my only one,  what about you beloved?  What more am I left to give that'd buy me your love?  I'm the end of spring,you the beginning of autumn; how do we even love?  Past lovers still living in present,  its an impossible future for us.  What fate has your God written?  We grew all this from the proximity of us,  yet its dying of suffocation the closer we got.  A paradox in its very existence.  What would I not do  if only you asked me to stay and told me that it'd be worth the wait.  But I get nothing after giving my all.  I'm always there for you yet your time seems so expensive.  Talk to me, a...

What if we fell in love?  I'd love you in different languages,  in colours of red and pink,  with the melodies of our favorite music. Our hands enjoining perfectly,  made for each other, we must be.  As we dream of a forever, to always be forbidden lovers. Hidden away from society's disdain, we'd watch our shadows stretch and merge together as we'd move closer & closer,  until our breathes started to mingle. Hiding in our room with the darkness as cover,  I'd lower my head to kiss you,  my dear lover.  We'd pull and push at each other,  our tongues entangling in a war,  our bodies getting hotter with warmth. Our naive,pure first love, with the sweet smell of sunshine and a hopeful future.  Breathless, we'd giggle against each other's lips.  Your eyes filled with unknown, beautiful galaxies. Us. Clearly hidden from the world but laying everything naked, completely bare.  Just for you, only when it's you.  My s...

From the top of my tower I see your walls crumbling,  I see you falling down; back to the earth,  back to where you birthed.  The you shattered into debris painted my heart full of pain.  I felt so helpless,  I felt so weak.  I wished my life was worthy,  worthy enough to be exchanged with your life.  Without you,how will I stay alive?  Oh the harsh sun and the cold winds,  The waning moon and the darkened abyss.  I fell into this nightmare of a reality.  With you disappearing into nothing I'm no longer safely breathing.  I broke as soon as you did.  And now,I rot.  Awaiting nothing but death,  even that doesn't come easy.  The tears I desperately held back,  unwilling to accept you leaving,  they slowly slid down my ashen face.  I used a piece of you  to pierce my heart to pieces.  In this very earth may my tears water the grounds green again, may my blood paint the debris red,...