Our Voice

I said sorry for my answer was negative,  nervous to the point I dropped the bangle on my wrist.  Clearly didn't want to hurt you,  its you who made me behave the way I did.  Drawing a nude in the paper ring you gifted me.  If not petty revenge, then what was it?  You must have seen it coming,  for I still remember that cursed drawing.  The shackles of guilt you forced upon me,  Love? It was only a farce for thee.  You told me 30 excuses but there was never a sorry.  Terrified into shuddering, left alone in that suffering.  I hate you, I hate you; for all the trauma you gave me.  Sarcastic smiles and creepy eyes,  people enjoying the drama when it was squeezing the last of my life.  That song full of trash and lies,  I remember it all, I remember it well. Called me what?  Fake feminist, an attention seeking chick Just cause I didn't catch feelings?  Your pursuit made me scared.  I said no a hu...

"I love you" you say, ignorant of how it makes my heart sway.  Your tiny little smile,  the mole beneath your eye,  everything about you is beautiful. Like a gem,you always shine.  And darling,when our hands had intertwined,  your five fingers woven in five of mine.  Even though its been months,  the warmth of your skin still lingered  in my mind. Babe,I fell for you, ever so slowly,  as winter falls in the hands of spring.  Clearly we aren't meant to be,  'fated' never written in our destinies.  Yet every night ,  I dreamt of such fantasies.  Playing a tug of war with myself,  months it took to reach an equilibrium.  However,three words from you,  I'm once again off balance.  Love let me be,  bid me goodbye, fair and square,  for I'm too much of a coward.  There's no one but you that I dare not acquire.