Just to see you, again

From the top of my tower

I see your walls crumbling, 

I see you falling down;

back to the earth, 

back to where you birthed. 

The you shattered into debris

painted my heart full of pain. 

I felt so helpless, 

I felt so weak. 

I wished my life was worthy, 

worthy enough to be exchanged with your life. 

Without you,how will I stay alive? 

Oh the harsh sun and the cold winds, 

The waning moon and the darkened abyss. 

I fell into this nightmare of a reality. 

With you disappearing into nothing

I'm no longer safely breathing. 

I broke as soon as you did. 

And now,I rot. 

Awaiting nothing but death, 

even that doesn't come easy. 

The tears I desperately held back, 

unwilling to accept you leaving, 

they slowly slid down my ashen face. 

I used a piece of you 

to pierce my heart to pieces. 

In this very earth

may my tears water the grounds green again,

may my blood paint the debris red, never to be faded. 

Carrying my last wishes to see you smile to me one last time,

I close my eyes, thinking, 

"We met and we loved. 

I will always remain with you, 

even if death did us apart."

I smiled to welcome my death. 

After all, 

even if you're broken

even if I have my eyes closed

even if we're dead;

in some afterlife, with some fate, 

for true love's sake, maybe some good God's grace, 

I might be able to see you, again.